What if youve met the one but had a horrible start?

so basically theres this girl who i would say is perfect and how i would picture my soul mate and everything, and weve been crushing on each other for a long time, but the problem is we dont talk to each other and weve both already told each other that weve been crushing for a long time which makes it alot more akward to approach. We dont really talk but weve had annoymous conversations with each other but we never talk directly in person, i think all this made everything way too akward and damaged our "thing", both of us are now too scared to approach each other but at the same time i feel like shes the one. What do i do